Post V

Haha, so much for daily blogging.

What have I been doing? I've been writing and drawing for people. Yeah. That's just practically it.

School's tiring, and I'm not really sure how. Even without homework, I always end up sleeping early (by early, I mean 10 pm). Maybe it's because I'm not used to going from room-to-room? Or maybe because I'm forcing myself to make friends? Yeah, I don't know.

I miss just staying at home and doing stuff for people. It makes me feel achieved. Like I actually did something right. With all the requests and gifts I'm doing for people, I'm making myself tired. I know it's not really necessary, but that's how I am. I feel like I need to give things to people.

Well, I still need to do some stuff. Here's Strawberry Avalance by Owl City to give you a calm-pumped up feel. Enjoy the rest of your day! or night 

Post IV

I know you guys won't really care but

The reason why I wasn't able to post yesterday's because I started school. Yeah. And I'm tired.

School's fine. Although not having any friends sucks. It really does. People are really friendly though. I'm grateful for the people who helped me get to class and stuff (because in my former school, you just stay in one room and different teachers will go into your room per subject). I think I got a little exercise. But then I ate again so...

First day of school, and I already have lots of work to do. I mean, it's fine, but people were able to do most of their work during their semester breaks, but yeah. Being new student has the positives and negatives. Some negatives include not having friends and not knowing where you're going. The best part is you being forgiven when you make mistakes (and I swear, I am so happy because of that).

I was suppose to get my laptop (the one we can borrow from the school), but sadly, I have no case. I'll get it tomorrow though. Just cool bringing the laptop with me. I'm thinking of a nice wallpaper, but I'm not really sure. I can't decide.

We had Physical Ed today too. I guess it wasn't that bad. But, yeah, I would rather just stay by the sides and watch. Learned how to play netball too. Sort of. Well. At least the position I was in a while ago. It was actually fun.

So I need to go back to my french paper now. And since I'm in a good mood, here's Bet On It sang by Zac Efron (come on guys, you've got to be lying if you don't get pumped by the song). Have a great day!

Post III

First of all, I decided not to do the book recommendations thing every day since i'm not sure if i'll be able to do that. I'll do it weekly perhaps. Depends.

Okay. Apparently I'm starting school tomorrow. That was all so sudden. I was suppose to go next week, but they said I could go tomorrow, so. There. I'm going to school tomorrow.

yes i'm freaking out i just don't know how i could explain this in a proper fashion

They said that there would be a lot of new students tomorrow besides me. That makes it kinda better. I think. I'm just not sure how I could handle all of it. And for the fact that I'm 'shy' (and by shy, I mean I don't really talk to new people, and will hide, given the chance, because I can't socialize well). The administrators, teachers, even the principal knows. Basically, I might pass out in the middle of the night. Or I might just trip in class, then pass out.

What I'm really worried about is gym. The word makes me want to just curl under the covers forever. They said it's two and a half hours of gym. Two and a half hours of gym. Yeah, I might not survive. Being one of the least athletic people since I discovered the joy of just sitting down, I will just humiliate myself.

Anyways, since I'm trying to be motivated (since being motivated is the only thing that stops me from punching the next wall because of nerves), here's Today My Life Begins by Bruno Mars. Hopefully you guys become motivated too!

Rainbow Set

if you haven't noticed, i stopped the set. ha.

Book Of The Day (21/7/13)

Every Day by David Levithan

Every day a different body. Every day a different life. Every day in love with the same girl.

There's never any warning about where will it be or who will it be. A has made peace with that, even established guidelines by which to live: Never get too attached. Avoid being noticed. Do not interfere.

It's all fine until the morning that A wakes up in the body of Justin and meets Justin's girlfriend, Rhiannon. From that moment, the rules by which A has been living no longer apply. Because finally A has found someone he wants to be with-day in, day out, day after day.

Sometimes we wonder what would it be like to be someone else for a day. Someone different. Someone we don't know. This book is quite intriguing, can make you wonder on things. I refused to put down this book when I read it a few months ago. There's this feeling of being drawn to the book.

There's something so accepting of A. A inhabiting different kinds of people every day, sometimes a boy, sometimes a girl, with different complexion, size and shape. To me, this book is tells us to have an open mind about people. We can't simply judge them based on appearances and rumors. Everybody has their reasons for doing certain things, and everybody has their own opinion.

Every Day is truly an amazing book, and I hope you would find time to read it.

Post II

thinking of blogging daily now idk

Sunday mornings make me feel energized. I feel like going outside, smile at everyone and be productive. i honestly think it's like an after feeling of when i don't do anything for 6 days

So I just found out that I might have an interview tomorrow. And I might be going to school this week. Well. I don't really know what to feel about this. It would've been fine if you're going to the same school you've been in for almost 9 years. But. New school. New people. Oh well.

I guess it's not that bad. I was just thinking this morning, 'another Monday for all of the people who have school. And I have to stay at home.' So. I just need to get used to the idea.

I'm thinking of doing this book recommendation thing for the day until i run out of books to recommend. If you ask me, my day doesn't feel complete without me reading something. I can't sleep with that in mind.

Well, just sit back and relax in bed with a cup of tea (coffee, if that's your thing), and read a book. It helps in relaxing. If by any chance you feel as energized as me, you can listen to the song that's been stuck in my head since I woke up, which is Pom Poms by The Jonas Brothers. Enjoy the rest of your day!

The One Real Thing You've Ever Known

a Malec fanmix by queen-sansa-lannister

i. all too well | taylor swift

back before you lost / the one real thing you’ve ever known

 ii. whataya want from me | adam lambert

it’s me, i’m a freak / but thanks for lovin’ me

iii. just give me a reason | pink feat. nate ruess

we’re not broken just bent / and we can learn to love again

iv. arms | christina perri

i never wanna leave you / but i can’t make you bleed if i’m alone

v. california king bed | rihanna

so, how come when i reach out my fingers / it feels like more than distance between us

vi. don’t speak | no doubt

 it looks as though you’re letting go / and if it’s real / well i don’t want to know 

vii. push | avril lavigne

if it’s really meant to be / then you can find a way to see

viii. better than i know myself | adam lambert

but you’re the only one that knows me / better than i know myself

ix. one and only | adele

i promise i’m worthy / to hold in your arms

x. a thousand years | christina perri

i have died everyday / waiting for you

This wonderful playlist was made by someone on Tumblr. It's really nice if you listen to it. Relates to Malec's relationship. i guess i'll try to post my own playlist soon, but idk. Playlist created by queen-sansa-lannister of Tumblr. I only wanted to post it here for other people to see, not to claim as my own.

Post I

i have an amazing title, admit it

So I made a blog. I guess I'm just that bored. I mean, there are a lot of blogs out there, so who would bother with mine? Should be fun though. Thinking of who'll actually view this blog.

I can already tell I'll be posting lots of random stuff. Brace yourselves.